Last week, I got to talk to a long lost close friend, Kay. I got to update her on what has been happening with me. Of course we eventually ended up with our love life. She is one of the few people I know who are just as hopelessly romantic as I am. She berated me for loving with all my heart. She said I should hold back. It wasn’t the first time I heard that. However, I did realize that I cant and shouldn’t do that if I do decide to love someone. If I hold back and things don’t work out, I will always look back and wonder if things would not have ended if I did give it my all. Being someone who loves 100%, I will not regret anything even if things fall apart because I did everything I could to keep it together. Another thing she asked is if I ever found someone who showed me that she loved me more than I did her. I said no but that didn’t mean that I wasn’t loved or that I was unhappy. It could be that I just show love more and I just take what is given me and i've learned to be contented with what i have

Its sad when you lose something you treasure. It is worse when it was because it got broken. Somehow, I like fixing things but I do know when to stop trying specially if it just doesn’t want to get fixed. Maybe someday something will be discovered to fix it. That is why i don’t throw things away. Yeah, it means a lot of stored broken stuff but hey, superglue fixed a lot of the other stuff so maybe super superglue will be invented someday.