Im watching the Couple Fear Factor on AXN. The first task is for the guy to remove the 3 padlocks on the case holding the partner while submerged underwater. The amazing thing is that only the married couple got to complete the stunt. I think the trust and commitment of being married counted in this one. The others choked because they doubted their partner. Veery interesting.

The body is an amazing piece of bioengineering. God is beyond genius! When you enter a stinky room, your nose adapts to the stench and you dont smell it anymore after a couple of minutes. When youre in place with loud sounds, your ear adjusts a muscle so your eardrum becomes less receptive to sounds. If your arm is in pain, your body sends chemicals to the part and dulls the pain. Weird thing lang is how the heart is difficult to teach and the most adamant to change. Resilient to a fault but darned stubborn. Once it invests in a person, it couldnt let go easily.


I havent much to offer anyone right now except a lot of potential. Im struggling with discerning where God's will lies, to stay in Manila or to leave for the States. My life is so full here now. I have Badminton groups, black belt practices again, work, friends. In the states, it will all be work and a struggle to stay and make something out of practically nothing. However, if i am to get to offer something to my future wife, i think it would be best to leave. Its a few years but it will be worth it - i hope. Still, i know that if it is what God wills, i will succeed.